Nuances

2008-01-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

pineapple tarts for sale again!

this year, it's going for $13 per bottle. we are sorry for the price increase, but it's because of the markup pricing of flour and pineapples in recent months. irregardless of the change in price, the tarts are still carrying the same old taste and content. haha, i have samples for you if you want to try them out first.

huge THANKYOU to those who have been constantly buying from us for the past few years.
details, contact carol! 98483645.

2007-12-31T00:05:00.000+08:00

SURPRISE! i shall be good and update my blog.

i'll write everyday if i can. lol, but it will be short and straight entries.
i poopoo-ed today. twice.! hahaha, i am so super happy.

i have been working in sentosa for about 2 months now. it has been good overall. till now, i have yet to meet any of my friends in sentosa. hahaha, people really hardly visit Sentosa, dont they? the first two friends i saw in sentosa while working were TanJin and i-forgot-his-name. lol. ohnoo, whats his name. i wasnt familiar with him. my only impression of him was that he liked to boast on his looks. hahahha. oh alright, i should be sleeping already. i am so tired these days. i hope to sleep one entire day away, but the holiday is ending. i planned to rest today, but my defying mind decided to go out shopping with andrea. tmr could have made up for the tired body, but they need people and i am summoned down to work! ahhh, all i do is complain, grudge, grumble and whine.

oh, last day of the year already. i am thinking if i should make this my last post. lol, time to do some reflective work on the things that happened this year. shall we all think together? big blows or exhilaration. everything that was experienced. my entire 2007 is really eventful, i must say. i got all kinds of experiences you can think of. i went through the hard, the easy, the happy, the melacholy, the grieve, the regretful, the angry, the exciting moments.

2007-10-31T09:51:00.000+08:00

Happy Halloween.

Halloween, or Hallowe'en, is a holiday celebrated on the night of October 31. Traditional activities include trick-or-treating, Halloween festivals, bonfires, costume parties, visiting "haunted houses" and viewing horror films. Halloween originated from the Pagan festival Samhain, celebrated among the Celts of Ireland and Great Britain.

The Festival of Halloween is a celebration of the end of the fertile period of the Celtic Goddess Eiseria. It is said that when Eiseria reaches the end of her fertile cycle, the worlds of the dead and the living interlap. This happens on October 31. Masks are worn to show respect for the Goddess Eiseria who, like most Celtic deities, does not wish to be seen with human eyes. The day also preceeds All saints day, which was at first the celebration of the start of a new cycle of fertility for the celtic Goddess Eiseria. Couples incapable of producing children thus tried their luck on All saints day.

i watched the movie Halloween two nights ago. it's exactly about a guy who wears masks all the time. he is eccentric, insane! Michael was his name. he brutally killed small animals, his friend, his step-father, his sister on one Halloween night, when he was only 10 years old. he dissected the animals. hit his friend from school with a tree trunk violently. tied his step-father to the couch while he was sleeping and cut his throat so deep, it bled profusely. stabbed his sister 17 times with a knife. when Michael was arrested to the prison for mental cases, he was consulted by a doctor who visited him everyday, to study and treat him. although he was tied up and confined for 15 years, he kept making masks in his cell. he was still wearing masks everytime. he havent spoken any words ever since he was seized. but he broke out of jail after 15 years on a Halloween night. he went out to the streets and it was a massacre again. the stupid show arr, is all about him killing people on Halloween night. the worst show ever. haha. ohyah, it's M18 because he kills people when they are having sex. i think he like to disturb people when they mating. hahahahha.

okay lah, enjoy Halloween.

2007-10-25T21:58:00.000+08:00

probably, you havent been paying any attention to me.
what are some words you may have when you think of me?

all of a sudden, i feel like falling sick. dead sick and be lying on bed all day. perhaps it's an excuse to get some rest from everything. or it may just be a plain act to gain sympathy.
this new semester has been rather good. the timetable is great. but we seem to have all been quite liveless. most of us go home after classes. "where are you going after school?" "Home." haha, pretty boring. i go home, trying to squeeze the shit out of me. really, i try to force the real poopoo out from me. i've been having bad constipation that i need to eat laxatives. so horrible.

this week is coming to an end. every week starts with my IS module, Events Management. not a bad module, i think. lectures in Hall68E are too comfortable for me. i feel like sleeping everytime i am there. lesson starts at 9am everyday except for IS on Monday. my family wakes up roughly at the same time every morning. i am sort of getting used to the rounds every morning. my parents wake up, father bathes while my mummy goes out to the market to buy breakfast. then my sis wakes up and bathes, then myself. haha, routine.

i'm getting tired, goodnight.
it has been two years.

2007-10-09T21:06:00.001+08:00

i think i like donuts. delicious little soft squishy circles!

i dont know where to begin.

although it's still 3months away from the end of this year, i insist in concluding that this year has been a total madness. i went through so much, i think this entire year is crazy. but somehow, i grew from this insanity. argh, i hate being emo. but it's also from being emo that i learnt to grow.

grow grow grow, grow grow grow. see how much i grow, see how much i grow. so tall so smart, i drink GROW. delicious creamy GROW GROW GROW. i love GROW. i love GROW. we love GROW!

2007-10-01T00:21:00.000+08:00

haha, my life's pretty simple. perhaps too ordinary too.

lol, i came back from Shanghai recently. that's the furthest place i've ever been to so far. although we travelled on Singapore Airlines, our cost were budgeted on the hotel. the hotel, proclaimed to be a three star, is just like my uncle's hotel in Batam that i feel is a 2-star or any mediocre hotel. highly suspected to be having a correlation with the hooker shop nearby. hahaha. but seriously lah, the bathroom doors of the hotel are actually made of glass. clear, see-through glass. not those obscure or opaque kind of glass door. haha, why would any hotel be having such sensual setting unless it is meant for one party to be looking at the other one bathing. lol. i agree on taking on other cheaper Airlines and stay in a better Hotel. hahaha. budget on the Airline a little but spend reasonably on a better Hotel.

now that i am back from Shanghai, i havent got anything to occupy me already. before the trip, there was a three-day event at Suntec Convention Centre where i worked. haha, it was sort of a corporate event. i got to know some pretty nice people and i am glad i did. the best thing i heard was from this lady who said just a smile from me was enough to brighten everything. so i guess smiling is the best thing anyone could give if they are in the retail or service industry. just these three days were enough to make me like meeting people. although there were really nasty and arrogant people, it was still enjoyable overall.

i bought too much redundant things from Shanghai, i realised. hahaha, i'll just give them to my friends and family accordingly. i bought so many things that i feel like keeping them for myself. lol, but i cant be so selfish. and anyway, i have no space for so many things around the house. my house is so tiny, i need to be constantly clearing things up. things just keep piling up, making the whole house look messy and horribly small. hahaha, i shall have a neat and clean house in the future. bright, fresh to the eye and cheerful kind of concept house. woooo. lol.

from the Shanghai trip, i got to know more people. and i do see the riduculous side of some others whom i already know of. lol, these people make the joke of the day, or even the joke of the entire trip. hahaha, incredibly fun trip. love it. our tour guide was great too. Jacky Zhang, he names it. lol, he has never shirk responsibilities or mislook any problems. the teachers were all nice too. i liked the male teacher, especially. a man of few words. seriously, i have yet to have a proper conversation with Mr Chong. i feel bad when he tried to speak to me after seeing my notes in the lift, but i only replied with a laugh. he has been a really quiet teacher who guided us along with his speechless acts. more often than not, he will be walking at the back. if not, he will be the last to get down the bus. i dont know where he goes when we went shopping and i dont know if he actually did any real shopping. haha, the only thing i saw him buy was something from Watsons. hahaha, he's still the best. i guess i just have this likings for quiet man. man of few words.

2007-09-19T01:26:00.000+08:00

HALLO.

haha, i did loads of shopping. really loads. REALLY ALOT. lol. die man, i am going bankrupt in no time. my appetite has been so good these days. i eat alot everyday. REALLY ALOT. lol. also die lah, i am going to be a fatpig. the days that i stayed home, i either eat, watch tv, sleep, or play game. haha, how to burn fats like that? hahaha.

we went back to school on monday. peishan, chewie, bin, alvin. haha. chewie was saying she complain alot. and peishan say it's normal, girls usually complain alot. haha, then we started our complaints. complained about everything. about the hot weather, the tired feets, the lazy body, being fat, the sweaty face, the big bulky blazer. hahaha.

most of us are still in 08. there would be certain new faces that we will be seeing next semester. it's actually kind of crazy for NgeeAnn to implement this self-selection thing every semester. if it's once a year then it's still ok. haha, i am complaining again. hahaha.

the job at Suntec Convention Centre this coming thursday is quite slack arr. i was told to just sit in the lounge where refreshments will be provided to the VIPs, foreign customers and visitors. haha, like a coffee room i guess. haha, got to wear white longsleeved shirt. quite a formal event, isnt it. haha, went to eat after the briefing. not very sure whether we ate at the Satay City or Gluttons Bay next to Esplanade. hahaha, yongshun and i were forced to order the Happy Pot Bak Kut Teh. haha, the uncle was so intimidating and looked really angry. hahaha, we ordered the Pot for two at $18.50. expensive right. hahha. after eating, we waited for our bus at the bus stop outside Esplanade. lol. bin said to take bus 700A. we waited from 7. all other buses but 700A came after we waited for half an hour. haha, peishan went to check and realised the first bus 700A only comes at 1942hr. hahah, this bin arr, got bus 75 but he just want 700A. hahaha, it was good time spent while waiting for the bus though.

haha, ok. job starts on thursday at 1030hr. Shanghai trip in 5 days. wooo! haha, but i dont know how to pack. i am boarding SIA's plane for the first time! i am going overseas with my friends for the first time! i am going for a business trip for the first time! i am really clueless of what to pack for the first time too! lol.

2007-09-08T11:57:00.000+08:00

this lovely angel entered my life and made me really happy.

haha, i went swimming yesterday. i got sun-burnt for the first time in my life. initially, i thought i just got darker again. then when i was home, i felt the pain at my back. haha. yay, i finally got sun-burnt. lol. but it really hurts when i sleep, so much so that i must sleep on my stomach. haha, i am so black now. i must buck up on my swimming skills. i swim so slowly. hahaha.

ohh, i am watching this show that says wine kept the french so strong and healthy even at golden age.

Wine is an alcoholic beverage made from the fermentation of unmodified grape juice. The natural chemical balance of grapes is such that they ferment without the addition of sugars, acids, enzymes or other nutrients. The colour of wine is not determined by the juice of the grape, which is almost always clear, but rather by the presence or absence of the grape skin during fermentation. Grapes with coloured juice, for example alicante bouchet, are known as teinturier. Red wine is made from red or black grapes, but its red colour is bestowed by a process called maceration, whereby the skin is left in contact with the juice during fermentation. White wine can be made from any colour of grape as the skin is separated from the juice during fermentation.

The French paradox refers to the lower incidence of coronary heart disease in France than in the USA despite high levels of saturated fat in the traditional French diet. Epidemiologists suspect that this difference is attributed to the high consumption of wines by the French. Population studies have observed an association between wine consumption and the risk of heart disease. This means that abstainers and heavy drinkers have an elevated risk, whilst moderate drinkers have a lower risk. These studies have found a protective effect from both red wine as well as white wine, though evidence from laboratory studies suggests that red wine may possess superior health benefits including prevention of cancer due to the fact red wine contains more polyphenols than white wine due to the production process.

haha, appreciate wine.

2007-09-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

two less lonely people in the world

oldies are really sweet. hehe.
finally, things are going well for me after all the very-not-smooth-sailing incidents. there were a lot of things that i didnt know in the past. haha, i count myself as lucky to be able to experience sweetness in life now. life is beautiful, isnt it. lol. i am not emo anymore.

hahaha, i cant wait to do so many things. cant wait to graduate from a University after attending my sister's University Graduation that day. the people all dressed so smart. they must have worked really hard for their certificates. haha. it's all their blood and sweat put in. lol, i really cant wait to go Shanghai. lol, 3 more weeks before our plane takes off. hehe. we'll be resting our feets in the Di Hai Hotel. haha, it looks pretty cool on their website. everyday, i cant wait for tomorrow to come. cant wait for new things to happen. cant wait to do something new, see something new, hear something new, eat something new, meet someone new. lol.

i watched three movies this week. hahah. Rush Hour 3, Dead Silence and 1408. haha, they are all nice. wah, i'm really random. lol. i think i am really lazy. i havent got any CCA and i hardly exercise except for the daily short workouts i do at night before i sleep. so lazy, no wonder my stubborn fats wouldnt burn at all. hahaha, i complain so much. i hope i can take a trip to Indonesia soon. i miss everybody, everything there.

i was watching America's Got Talent on youtube and i found Britain's Got Talent too. lol. i found a really nice clip with this 6 years old girl who can sing really well.

Connie. she's cute isnt it? haha, this is really impressive. much more powerful than the winner of campus superstar 2. she's only 6 and she managed to impress Simon Cowell. haha, she went into the semi-finals and also the finals. you can go check out the rest of her perfomances. haha.

2007-08-31T15:17:00.000+08:00

the 'si pang bor' that made my family go gaga.

lol, 'si pang bor' means square hat in teochew. yes, my sister graduated from the Singapore Institute of Management today. she wore her gown with the square hat. she looked smart. and she's really pretty. lol, i look disfigured standing next to her. haha, i wonder when will it be my turn to be a university graduate.

but life doesnt end here. haha, pretty sad. work starts after graduation. i think the happiest moments in life are the times we spent when we are still schooling. the times spent with our friends in school and the times spent together after school hours. although school work may be a big headache, we still enjoyed school because of our friends. hehe, i love my class. from kindergarden to primary to secondary to poly. i love all my classes.

2007-08-28T17:30:00.000+08:00

i have to get the things for my shanghai trip soon.

hehe, i cant wait for the trip. cant wait to travel on Singapore Airlines. cant wait to visit shanghai with my friends. cant wait to see Shanghai. cant wait to be in some place that's a 5hrs flight distance from singapore. cant wait to go to the Business firms in Shanghai. cant wait to experience everything.

we'll have fun together, peishan, chewie, bin and alvin! we'll sneak out in the night and go have fun. we'll raid each other's room to chat the whole night. we'll go everywhere anywhere together. we're going to have fun.

2007-08-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

HALLO.

you probably would have seen the same line repeating on different blogs. ya, exams are over! haha i feel quite happy. a little bored too. haha, i wonder what can i do now. it's always this kind of feeling i get whenever my exams are over. haha. although i long for the holidays after the exams, i dont know what to do when the holidays are actually here. oh, i just got a mission. something to do. haha, sara wants me to help her create a blog.

thankyou garret for the sweater! (:

2007-08-18T00:46:00.000+08:00

the true character of someone can be so dark and scary.

are you up to the challenge? lol. i have edited the test below. there are some new questions. but the sequence is no longer the same arr. no more trends. hhaha.

OH CAROL.
i will be so touched if anyone sang me this. lol. of course i know i will only get to hear it in my dreams. haha so i shall sleep more and wait for the dream.

2007-08-16T21:31:00.000+08:00

memories kept flowing these days.
let me share with you my story of the mobile phones i used to have.

i had no cravings for any mobile phones in the past when i was young until my dad bought me one. i was only 11 years old. the phone was the typical and popular Nokia3310 back at that time. my first phone wasnt picked by myself. this phone lasted one year where it died. lol. so i got a second-hand phone from my uncle who is the boss of a mobile phone shop. the phone was Nokia8210. after about two years, when i was in secondary 2, i decided to change my phone.

so i researched on the net. haha. i went around the shops and i finally decided on what to buy after few months of consideration. i bought a samsung flip-up phone. not very sure of the model, but that was one phone that attracted me the most among all other flip-up phones despite its lousy specifications. i used the phone for a year when my dad took back another phone he found. it was Nokia6510. this super phone that got my heart for as long as 3 years. lol. i used it till i was 17. then i saw a phone that i like as much as my 6510. it's my current phone. Nokia7270. i bought this phone with my own money without telling my parents before hand. haha. its a second-hand phone but i didnt mind. i didnt sell away my 6510. i kept it with me because i know i will miss it. haha.

now, i feel very much to change my phone. 7270 is giving me so much trouble. i think it's dying soon. so i have been looking for the phone i want since last month. i want a barphone. there were limited choices. i had some considerations over few phones. some met my criteria so much but i just didnt like them. and now, i finally put my heart down with Motorola E6. it wasnt in my considerations in the past month but it just popped out sometime recently where i know i will like it very much.

hehe. doesnt all these sound like i am choosing the one i love? haha. the process of choosing my desired phone can take very very long. i am very choosy. what is my criteria.? i may want a stickphone sometimes, i may want a clamshell sometimes, i may want a red phone sometimes. but in the end, it's the feeling i get from the phone. sounds rather crazy but it's true. sometimes even though the phone fits my criteria so much, i just dont like. so i guess it's all about feelings for me. haha. i am such a 'feeling' person.

the situation now ar, is my mother dont want to spend money to buy the phone for me. she is not even spending any money on me now. ever since my sister started working, she has not given me any allowance. perhaps she neglected me after she no longer need to give allowance to my sister. sian lah. so unfair. i am paying for all my expenses now. and i am getting so dry of cash now.

on a better note, i am going to shanghai soon, in another month! it's the first time i am travelling so far. haha. on SQ leh! lol. feel so much like a mountain turtle. haha. (:

2007-08-15T17:57:00.001+08:00

theres a test below! lol carol doesnt know herself well enough.

2007-08-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

are you being truthful to yourself?

carol must not be so emo now. even though my life wouldn't be as colourful as it was in the past, i will live with it. i will colour it myself. haha. sound so sad. but i am not afraid to face the fact that my days got really dull after the separation. lol. i havent received any message the entire day today. hahah. i can save alot on my bills this coming months already. lol. it doesnt really matter lah. i should be studying instead of thinking so much anyway. haha. but my dreams are slowing down my progress. aiyo, whatever lah. lol.

i miss my long hair. i looked through my old pictures.

funny right this photo. haha. supposed to make somebody laugh with this moronic expression. lol. wahhh. i had such long hair larhh.

i added new links to the online blog shops. lol. i am so obsessed with online shopping again. hahaha. horrible terrible arr. really feel as if it's the holidays already. hah. buck up man carol. WORK it. hehe. ohya. i want to change my phone badly. lol. it's such a crazy phone now. it hangs. smses doesnt get through sometimes and the battery is going nuts. siao already. haha. which phone to change man.

i am playing this game now. Medal of Honor. hhaa. wargame! the other pc game that i have is Fields of Glory. it's corrupted. lol. such a pity. but luckily the laptop was ok even after the screen went bonkers. haha. i bought House of the Dead 3 too. hehe. but very laggy leh.

2007-08-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

i love my girl,

Lydia Ng Xin Yee.

2007-08-10T00:31:00.000+08:00

24th post. why do this number keep appearing in my life.

haha. i went to malacca last saturday. i made up my mind last minute since i had nothing to do on weekends. lol. yeah i dread weekends. we had a wedding dinner to attend. haha. my mummy's cousin invited us to the dinner. mummy's cousin lives in malacca. she is my ahgong's younger sister's daughter. haha. and the one getting married is her daughter. she is considered as my cousin i suppose. lol. her name is Carrie. and it was Vincent and Carrie's Wedding.

i always get such blissful feeling when i attend wedding dinners. haha. the dinner was somewhat similar to the dinner we get here in Singapore. the interesting thing is that they actually had dance sessions for anyone who wishes to dance to the music. haha. there were lots of partcipants leii. haha. its fun seeing aunties going up to the dance floor to show some of their line-dancing skills. haha. its even more entertaining when uncles and aunties dance together. they did waltz dancing! lol. incredible. and there were more than 3 pairs of dancers. few couples were outstanding. haha. my attention was all around one of the many pairs of golden-aged dancers. haha. they danced really well and super loving lahh. haha. they made use of the entire dancefloor. lol. they uncle was so cheeky. hahaaha.

my Malacca cousins all spoke english. haha. i find their english really powerful. lol. not only do they speak good english, they were all pretty and handsome! frankly speaking, it was our first time seeing one another. my mum and relatives from indonesia all had praises for my cousins. really. each and everyone of them looked appealing. lol. i shared the same table with the cousins during the second dinner on sunday night. haha. the adults made me sit together with them to interact. haha. the youngest cousin there was probably 23 years old. he sat next to me and he was rather quiet. lol. i felt shy and i wonder if he felt awkward too. he is pursuing the career of a doctor. power right. haha. after the dinner my mummy and aunties asked me to marry him. lol. i also wished i could. a pity i dont have any picture to show you how good-looking every single one of them were.

lol. i came back on monday. wah. i must say i really hate the customs when we need to cross over to Malaysia. aiya. dont want to explain further. they made my auntie go back to johor when the people at the customs of johor didnt chop her passport. hahah. can just let my auntie go when they see that all our passports were stamped mah. so ridiculous. the people in johor's customs also very bad. so slack until they never chop my auntie's passport. LOUSY. lol. overall i had a fun trip to malacca. hehe. i didnt spend much at all lehh. lol. i spent only 58 ringgit. lol. 10 on slippers because i felt super uncomfortable shopping around with pumps. another 20 on two teeshirts, 10 on a red straw bag and 18 for lydia's bag. haha. spent good money. i love all the things i bought. hehe. i'm missing the handsome and pretty cousins of mine. haha. i really hope to see them soon.

blaw presentation was over on tuesday. haha. i think we did well. hehhee. good larhh. teacher also say will give all of us A right. hhehe. half of our class went out after the blaw presentation. at first i told jingting to go out together to but peishan's present. haha. we told bin and he said to go town together. then peishan say she got work so she went off first. haha. when we saw peishan at the bus stop where we stopped to change bus, jingting and i were thinking she confirm going out de. not possible that she's working. lol. somemore she told me she not working that day. so in the end when we went to eat in NYDC, peishan appeared. haha. pleasant surprise! we got the surprise from the birthday girl. lol. we had peishan making three wishes, where she need to say two wishes out and keep one for herself. lol. she made a wish for me. that's so sweet. i owe her a kiss. lol.

after the lunch we all went shopping. it was as if our exams ended and we were all out having fun, relaxing already. hahha. anyway the number of people got lesser and lesser as the time got later and later. haha. first, there were 9 of us. ben alvin chewie sara bin yongshun peishan jingting and me. after the lunch sara need to leave. so left 8. shortly, ben had to leave for his attachment thing. then went alvin to study, yongshun to meet his girl, chewie for dance. haha. left with bin and we three girls. we walked around hunting for peishan's slipper. we finally bought it in Cathay. haha. these 8 people pay me 2 dorrars please. lol. i spent so so much. haha. after buying the shoe we went to PS. lol. bought somemore stuff and head home. really walked alot that day. my feet were aching when i was on my way home until the next day. lol.

my online shirt arrived yesterday. haha. but my mummy very funny lor. the postman came around 10am in the morning. i was still sleeping but my mum screamed and waked me up just to sign the package. lol. she so evil. dont understand why she cannot help me sign. haha. bad mummy. lol. anyway, lecture that day was at 5pm. lol. i went out early to go walk walk a little before i went to school. haha. i bought lots of things lately lehh. haha. cui.

thankyou peishan for making a wish for me! (:

2007-08-06T23:24:00.000+08:00

i am back from MALACCA!

2007-08-03T09:10:00.001+08:00

when hearing i love you stresses you, something is wrong
when hearing i love you becomes unsoothing to the ears, something is wrong
when you dont know how to reply to your partner who said i love you, something is wrong
what is love to you?

HELLO everybody. i have been going to the boardgames room these few weeks whenever there are breaks. hehe. it's a really nice place to slack, play games and speak loudly. lol. the only place in ngee ann where you can be as crazy as ever i think. because everybody is doing so in the room! haha.

i will go swimming on monday whenever i can. i will start studying now if not i might just BUANG my modules. lol. i will go shopping with my own money. i will go to work and support myself if i really have no money. i will never drink any alcoholic drink. i will eat my meals regularly. i will be good.

i am so sorry to have made you guys worried or anything. haha. i am ok now. i will go to school today. hehe. thanks a bunch.
thankyou peishan, jingting, bin, yongshun for the night! (:

2007-08-02T09:35:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

2007-07-16T22:28:00.000+08:00

lets forget about the bad thoughts that i had yesterday.

wahlaoo. i just saw a flying object in my room when i was about to blog. it's a flying cockroach! disgusting. i ran out and told my ahma to catch the flying cockroach. lol. she went into the room and we found the cockroach on my sister's plushie bear. haha it flew a little but my ahma still caught it in the end. she threw the cockroach down the window and we said it committed suicide. haha. i dont think it will die lah. most probably will fly and land. lol. and i thought that was the end. no more cockroaches. BUT, just as we were resting and talking, one cockroach crawled pass the room and went under the wardrobe. very thrilling. lol. where the hell did all these stupid cockroaches come from? i hate all these creepy crawlys. the bad thing is the second cockroach which went under the wardrobe has not been caught yet. i think i am going to have a very not peaceful night tonight. haha. but lucky i dont sleep next to the bed where the cockroach went into. please make your way out of my house, little cockroach.

i always had fun during german classes. i wasnt confident of today's oral conversation topic but i think i managed to scrap it through. haha. today's topic was on everybody's favourite, food! hehe. so for next week we will have to structure a conversation expressing our likes and dislikes about some hobbies and food. haha. yixuan never fail to make me laugh. because there was something confusing about the sentence structure of german sentences, yixuan asked a question that hilarious-ly made sense. lol. germans can choose to say "something likes me" or "i like something" when expressing their preferences. and yixuan asked, " so when i say "i kill you" i also mean "you kill me"? " lol. i am not sure if you understand me with my quite badly described scenario, but it's really funny that i burst out in laughter when he asked me that. hahah.

yes i prefer school days, weekdays rather than boring weekends where i cannot do shopping because of my over-spending last few weeks and my poor grades recently. haha. please grant mr charming more sales so that he would feel better or maybe some off-weekends to go out with me. haha. i realise my sister snores! lol.

thankyou yixuan for being such a humourous partner in German class! (:

2007-07-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

time passes so slowly that it makes me feel so frustrated

i dont know what i want. i dont know what i exactly want in a relationship. i feel so horrible of myself to be torturing the people i love. why do i hurt the people i love most. and it's the one i loved most that i hurt most. i feel so sick of myself that i totally dont wish to face anybody. why do i suddenly have such thoughts. these feelings just come rushing into my heart and mind that make me feel so lousy. i cannot do anything right. and i feel that everything is not right. i am feeling paranoid. i think i have always been a paranoid freak. i give so much stress to the people around me, dont i?

it's a horrible time i am having now. with nobody talking to me and nobody to talk to. i have this crazy thought in me that i feel like killing myself. i hate having stupid thoughts that may lead me to doing regretful things. i hate myself now for being so crazy. i am a terrible girl. i cannot name any good points about myself. i cant even be good for a day for someone's birthday. i torture people like i dont give a shit. feel so horribly miserable. why cant i kick away my habit of giving attitudes to the people around me when i dont feel right. why do i get angry this way. i would rather i was someone with no temper. someone weak and dumb who doesnt even know how to get angry over the utmost thing.

maybe i should go to sleep. i hope sleeping works. i want a dream-less sleep.

2007-07-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

i have been doing so much online-shopping. lol.

haha. i even linked those websites for easier access. hhaha. i going to be addicted with online shopping soon. i placed my orders for quite some clothes. haha. those that i linked are online ministores that have quite a variety of clothes. i think i prefer those with pre-orders more than those who sell their second-hand products. lol. more colours and sizes available mah. hehe. alot of people all starting to do shopping online now. haha.

ohh. i am selected for the shanghai business trip! yay. haha. i think i am so poor that the school granted my the maximum subsidy of 75%. lol. but teacher says i am the only one in the class who is selected. sian. haha. i hope there are people who will drop out and let peishan chewie in. haha. like that i got company. hehhe. next week is quite a relaxed week but our deadline for the Finance of International Trade project is due next friday. lol. tuesday no school! some SARS or BirdFlu prevention thing de. haha. yay. thankyou teachers for choosing that special day. hehe. tomorrow's German class! yixuan and i got to prepare a conversation with each other in german. haha. we havent discussed the content but we roughly know lah. haha. still got to choose our topic for the final presentation at the end of our german Interdisciplinary Skills module. hahaha. yixuan says he only remember the prostitute part of german. haha. germany famous for hookers meh?

gst has risen! lol. it's 7% now. i am not sure if anybody went for crazy shopping before the rate went up on the 1st of july. haha. but i am sure we, kiasu singaporeans are bound to have at least grabbed some extra stuff. haha. maybe not all of us, but 50% of the population would have done so. hahaha. i also dont know why must raise the gst. they say it benefits the poor? haha. i am counted in the poor group of people. haha. what good does it bring to us. whats more, the calculations and accountings for the gst receivable and payable will have to change to a 7%. i think 5% will be easier to calculate right. haha. better dont fail your Intermediate Financial Accounting module ar. if not re-take need to change to use 7% as the rate. haha.

thankyou teacher for granting me the trip to shanghai! (:

2007-07-04T23:18:00.000+08:00

other than baking a real cake with raw ingredients, i probably only know how to make mousse cake and cereal treats that do not need the oven. lol. i have no oven at home!

i want to go find recipes for tasty treats that do not need the oven. haha. i bought the mousse cake i made to school for chewie to test. hehe. usually i would make cappucino mousse, with layers of chocolate cake. this time round, i made chocolate mousse with layers of coffee-flavoured cake. lol. i think it's not much difference in the taste if you just eat without paying extra attention to it. haha. it's just a switch in the flavourings.

i am happy with my life now, although still with a little bit of worries about the future sometimes. i should be contented about the present and not worry for the future yet. haha. worries make a person feel miserable. hehe. i always think so much about the slightest thing. so i guess that made me a little grumpy person. haha. i shall not let worries numb me with misery. hahaha. dont know what talking myself.

baobei had a wonderful weekend last week. haha. brotherhood-ly weekend.

2007-06-30T10:16:00.000+08:00

i woke up with a very grumpy attitude today. damn.

i thought of my exam results. they are horrendus. i feel so guilty being lazy. i worry about my Business Law project. it's a especially tough project when i am not even strong with the basics. darn. and i think i grew fatter. sian arr. my appetite has been good these days. i eat so much every meal. or perhaps i have more than 3 meals a day. haha. i munch on snacks even when it's not mealtime. sian lehh.

these few days so grumpy that i dont seem to have anyone to thank. but i realised something. we tend be envious of other people's things, lovers, family, even friends. we however, forget that the things and people around us are equally good. we take our friends and family for granted unknowingly and fail to learn to appreciate them. yah. look around you. say thank you to your friends and family. others are envious of you just like how you are envious of them. the people around us are appreciated by others but not ourselves. so we should be grateful to our friends and family. be appreciative.

positive thinking man. alot of things have been going on these few days. be it for me or for my friends. haha. it's a lot to be handled for some of my friends. but arr. troubles are not forever. although it's dark in the night, you know that dawn will come soon and the daybreak will bring light. dont be disheartened. hee. i will work hard for my studies. i will try to not let my family's poor financial situation affect me. i will appreciate everybody around me.

thankyou everybody for everything! (:

2007-06-16T12:41:00.001+08:00

watch him play. he beatbox-ed while playing the flute. i feel so ashame of myself to say i used the flute.

dont you think he is amazing? Greg Pattillo. he beatbox while playing the flute! lol. his is my idol for the year. hahaha. greg does beatbox and plays the flute at the same time. lol. i keep emphasising. if you have time, watch all his other videos. he performed on different songs. haha. got Super Mario, got Sesame Street, got performance outside with another cello player. so power. wonders if he will run out of breath. i think he's american.

i am so crazy. i suddenly felt very fond of flute. i miss playing the flute. classical pieces are always nice. i am actually looking for flute-playing videos on youtube. haha. i realised there are actually alot of tricks to be played along withthe flute. people play so well. i think i was really bad in playing the flute last time. males who play the flutes are exceptionally attractive. haha. much much more lovable than the guys who play the piano. haha. okok. they are equally attractive. hee. i miss playing the flute. miss playing with a band. miss watching concerts.

have you noticed that people who play music are usually more civilised? haha. music refines. haha. lets talk about other things bah. haha. i have been really shopping this week. fruitful shopping i must say. lol. die lorr. i spend like there's no tomorrow. other than spending and shopping, i have been making bahzhangs too. haha. my whole house smells of bahzhang everyday. lol. everything smells of bahzhang.

i am a year2 student already. lol. i feel so drained after this term. i guess my teacher was right. we'll be seasoned in year2. and so, year3 will be an easy year for us after being seasoned in our second year. hahah. i am so random. very no-link.

2007-06-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

actually, i dont know if anybody reads my blog.

haha. what can i talk about? i have been home these two days. i hurt my back and stayed home. staying at home isnt really nice too. i get headache out of nowhere. feels as if the air in the house is mucky and clammy. didnt like that feel at all. hhaha. the activities at home are rather standard too. i either pack the wardrobe, watch tv, play games on my laptop, or walk around the house, searching for food and munching them. lol. i said these to baobei just half an hour ago. aha. i read through my old posts today, too. haha. the old posts in the previous url, orange-fly. i saw the growth in me. i wrote like a pathetic little act-cute girl in the past. lol. centralised and coloured my fonts for different posts. wrote on silly things too. hahaha. i was such a naive girl. haha. through my year with mr-phua, i grew. i learnt and grew from our experiences. during the year in ngeeann poly, i also learnt to be more independent. haha. my friends brought me joy. my fantastic class TA08. the days in poly passes like a jet plane zooming cross the sky. fast.

i am so bored that i keep thinking of this.
i believe in no horoscope readings, no zodiac readings, no numerical readings, no fortune-telling, no face-telling or whatever-telling it may be now. i only believe in myself. i believe everybody writes up a life of their own. their decisions make up what path they will take and who they will be. before we learnt to make decisions, our parents may have been the one doing the job for us. they guide us and we are actually walking a path they laid down for us. when we are old enough to make our own decisions and be responsible for them, we are starting to lead a life of our very own.

haha. siao liao. i am so bored that i am saying such random stuff. i dont have anything to do this holiday. i know i have projects. lol. but we havent set a date to meet up for it. probably next week. hhaha. actually, two weeks of holiday isnt long at all. it goes with a blink of an eye. lol. not literary of course. it's tuesday. and soon, it will be wednesday. then thursday, then friday, then weekends. and a week passes. lol. arrhhh. i wish to go shopping. i need funds to do my shopping. haha. i know i already spent 120dorrars. haha. maybe i shouldnt be spending anymore. but i am so tempted to! lol. it's the great singapore sales. who wouldnt want to shop. hahaha.

my mummy will be starting her bahzhang-making tomorrow. lol. we have been doing the pre-preparation for making the bahzhangs last few days. haha. had to pick the rice. it's not easy leii. haha. i think i picked for two days for only 3kg worth of glutinous rice. lol. the preparation of the fillings is super alluring. the fragrance of the fillings was mouth-watering. hahaha. made me walk to the kitchen to check out mummy cooking the fillings. the smell ar, irresistible. lol. cant wait for her to start bao-ing the bahzhangs for me to eat. hahaha. mummy makes good bahzhangs. sometimes i find her so talented. she makes ricekuehs, you know the pink-coloured kueh with rice fillings? haha. she makes pineapple tarts, makes vegetable baos, makes marble cakes, makes kueh lapis, makes this, makes that. lol. she makes anything you can name. you name it, she makes it. hahahha. i am like advertising for her. i really should start a business when i am capable enough for my mum. she should be known for her good skills. haha. she needs to pass down the skills to me! i want to be as powerful as her too. i wont be hungry if i mastered her skills. hee.

thankyou mummy for being my mummy! (:

2007-06-11T11:28:00.000+08:00

holiday. but i seem to have nothing to do this holiday. haha. i cant even think of things to say. lol.

i went to cut my hair last friday. haha. it's short now. i cut away my long hair i kept for so long. haha. never mind. it will grow back. lol. the short hair is different from my short hair 4years ago. hahah. i think it is a little better lah. hee. but i never had such an expensive haircut before. it is costly larh. lol.

maybe i should go shopping this holiday. go shopping everyday. lol. actually, i have been out for two days already. haha. and i spent alot these few days. maybe not my money, but still alot. haha. lets see. i spent 30dorrars on thursday on the steamboat, meals and meinu's present. spent 40dorrars on friday on my haircut. spent 50dorrars on saturday on meals, a pair of jeans and a tee-shirt. lol. it's progressive amounts i realised. hahahha. then sunday, i spent 23 on my U2 tanktop. lol. additionally, i got a bear from the new shop in suntec city - Build-A-Bear workshop. hee. it's velvet skinned and it has a name, a birth certificate! hahah. it is so huggable. part of the money paid goes to different charity drives. the bear we made is the asthma friendly bear. hee. this is a good way in doing charity. we get to have a very lovable bear and at the same time, do charity by apportioning part of the paid-up money to the organisations. go make lah. haha. boyfriends, go make for your dearies. hee. admirers, go make for your admirees. lol. there's a heart for every bear. really interesting shop.

dahh. haha. it's monday. i dont intend to spend anymore. lol. i have spent 120dorrars in total already. lol. thats so so much. haha. my back aches. it feels sore. haha. i am recalling if i had any bad posture these days. but i dont think so leii. i havent been sitting in any weird postures. but maybe the squeezy space for me to sleep. lol. will sleeping posture lead to backache? i slept on a pathetic squeezy mattress, driven to the corner of my room, next to my wardrobe these few nights. lol. thats because my cousin came over to stay for a few nights. i gave him my space and squeezed into the small corner. hahha.

thankyou baobei for sponsoring my spendings! (:

2007-06-08T10:29:00.001+08:00

i finished all my papers and i am going to cut my hair today.

lol. my common test ended yesterday at 10am. yay. i completed all papers. haha. i made alot of careless mistakes here and there. but nevermind lah. cannot score but can pass i think. haha. felt so tired these days. i had my Intermediate Financial Accounting paper on tuesday. afternoon paper so it was ok. haha. but i didnt get to rest after the paper. although uncle drove me home, i didnt get to stay in my house for more than 5 minutes. lol. grabbed my Business Law notes and went out to meet chuhao to study. so tired. my brain felt so dead when i reached home after studying outside. cannot absorb any information at all. lol.

the Business Law paper on the next day was in the morning some more. early early morning! 8.30am. hahaha. i woke up at 5am to meet chuhao again. lol. went to the Macdonald at King Albert's Park. ate breakfast and read through the notes again. very stressful arh. in the end the paper wasnt that bad. Law of Contract 3 & 4 only came out for multiple choice questions. haha. and they say the final exam will not cover the topics we had for our common test already! yay. i dont have to study the old topics again. haha.

the last paper on thursday, Cost Accounting. haha. an early paper as well. woke up at 6am to meet peishan and her alvin to eat breakfast at Macdonald. haha. have been eating Macdonald for two mornings. the new Omelette Bacon or Bacon Omelette is quite nice. lol. after our last paper yesterday, we went out. haha. our class planned for a steamboat session in the night. so there were still time before the steamboat after our paper. hahaha. so the four of us went to watch movie. after the movie, we dunno where else to go. lol. but in the end we went to Bugis. went there to shop, of course! hee. tricked shufang into choosing the tee-shirt she like most. then we pretended to buy. bought two tee-shirts for her and hid them in her bag while she was in the fitting room. lol. hope you liked the shirts. hee.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUFANG MEINU.

waited very long at the mrt control station before everybody gathered. they teased at us for gathering strength. lol. we walked to the place they said that has steamboat. haha. before we left the building, we hear and see rain. lol. peishan asked if it was raining and i told her it wasnt rain, it was just a fountain. hahaha. i really didnt know it actually rained. we only walked into the building 2 minutes ago walking to leave from another exit and it started to pour. sudden rain leh. i thought it was fountain. lol.

then steamboat was ok. not fantastically nice. but the moment spent together were above the sky. lol. great time spent together. there were so many so many things to be talked about. our class is the best. hahhaa. i asked ben if he liked our class. haha. he had to say yes i guess. lol. our entire class was there. guess what would happen if he said no. hahaha. actually i really think our class is the best. lol. TA08! yay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN!

after the steamboat, some went to the loof and some went shopping before going home. i went shopping before going home. haha. took the train back with jingting and joel. then changed train with joel. he is going to korea. the flight is today. lol. have a safe trip, joel.

thankyou GOD for bringing the people of TA08 together! (:

2007-06-03T18:32:00.000+08:00

the first sunday of this new semester that i'm spending my time studying alone at home.

got no paper tomorrow. but Business Law is enough to eat me up. the paper is on Wednesday, but i have been reading on it since this wednesday. i read i read i read. i still have no confidence in scoring. lol. it is really so terrible. i have never written a proper answer with the LAC format till date. haha. always gave up after writing halfway. i still need to go back to my notes when people ask me for definitions. and the case laws. OMG. so many things to memorise! under a topic, there are sub-topics. under these sub-topics, there are different points. under these points, there are more sub-points. WORSE, to make things tougher, more complicated and long-winded, there are additional exceptions to some sub-topics or points or sub-points! why so many things to be remembered? POOR LAWYERS.

i saw the bright bright star next to the moon for two nights already. last night and friday night. haha. it's really beautiful. it is shining so brightly by itself, next to the clear moon. like what augustine said, they looked like a couple. bright and spectacular. a pity my lousy phone cant capture the beautiful night sky. haha.

wahseh. i am watching the news now. lol. and i just caught a glimpse of the Deputy Prime Minister, Co-ordinating Minister for National Security and Minister for Law - Professor S. Jayakumar rollerblading. haha. yes. the three positions belong to ONE man, Professor S. Jayakumar. so power right. he is actually the Minister for Law. i respect him. he excels in Law! i cannot even handle my Business Law already. but he majors in Law, so much so that he is our Minister for Law. lol. while on the topic of the Minister, why not talk about the Cabinet of Singapore? hee. i do stupid research. lol. nevermind lah. let's start. hee.

Prime Minister and Minister for Finance - Mr Lee Hsien Loong
Senior Minister - Mr Goh Chok Tong
Minister Mentor - Mr Lee Kuan Yew
Deputy Prime Minister, Co-ordinating Minister for National Security and Minister for Law - Professor S. Jayakumar
Deputy Prime Minister and Minister for Home Affairs - Mr Wong Kan Seng
Minister for Foreign Affairs - Mr George Yeo Yong-Boon
Minister for Information, Communications and the Arts - Dr Lee Boon Yang
Minister for National Development - Mr Mah Bow Tan
Minister, Prime Minister's Office - Mr Lim Boon Heng
Minister, Prime Minister's Office - Mr Lim Swee Say
Minister for Trade and Industry - Mr Lim Hng Kiang
Minister for Defence - Mr Teo Chee Hean
Minister for the Environment and Water Resources and Minister-in-charge of Muslim Affairs - Dr Yaacob Ibrahim
Minister for Health - Mr Khaw Boon Wan
Minister for Education and Second Minister for Finance - Mr Tharman Shanmugaratnam
Minister for Manpower and Second Minister for Defence - Dr Ng Eng Hen
Minister for Community Develpoment, Youth and Sports and Second Minister for Information, Communications and the Arts - Dr Vivian Balakrishnan
Minister for Transport and Second Minister for Foreign Affairs - Mr Raymond Lim Siang Keat

lol. i got all these from the cabinet website. http://www.cabinet.gov.sg/index.htm
look. Professor S. Jayakumar holds on to the highest number of positions. 3 lehh. haha. power up! i like Dr Vivian Balakrishnan most. Dr Ng Eng Hen too.

thankyou Cabinet for governing the state! (:

2007-06-02T18:03:00.000+08:00

my beloved TA08. hee. not very clear but still can recognise who is who right?

i had my Taxation test today. lol. wahh. the match last night was 3am larh. hahah. i was conned. so late! i still watched the match though. haha. watched till 5.30am. quite worth watching lah. haha. there were funny scenes. and some shots were exciting. lol. beckham is still so handsome. haha. so is michael owen. i like joe cole, too! ferdinand didnt play. i like him! hee. i like the whole squad of the England Team. lol. beckham delivered a very nice ball to terry and he headed it in! GOAL. hahhaha. michael owen did somersault. lol. i wondered if anyone noticed. haha. so the final score was 1-1. stupid brazil shot a goal at the last minute. lol.

poor chuhao msged me in the night to ask for help. we studied on the bus and in King Albert Park's MacDonald. i poopoo-ed in the toilet of MacDonald's. lol. so random. hahaha. i hope i did help him. i woke up at 7am after sleeping for 1hr. haha. i hope my brain did organised my thoughts during that 1hr, like how lydia said the brain would.

the test didnt turn out easy. there were things i didnt put my attention to and they came out. haha. sian. and i think i told alot of people about the absence of the conditions for Personal Relief. so sorry. it was provided. made you guys have to go memorise the conditions when it will be provided. hee.

thankyou BONIA for creating such a nice wallet! (:

2007-05-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

i am going over to my cousin's house tmr to watch the england match! lol. my cousin says beckham is back in the england team. YAY. i can see the handsome beckham playing on the fields soon. haha. tmr night spent at my cousin's place. and i actually have a paper the following day! lol. my Taxation paper is on the Saturday morning. hahaha. luckily it starts at 11am. hee.

i studied. today and yesterday. haha. i hope i really absorbed and saved the information into my database. haha. terrible lehh. i get distracted so easily. lol. i enjoyed my studying time with peishan, bin and HANS. we've got new members today though. lol. got peishan's alvin, peishan's friend and my dear lydia. haha.

thankyou augustine for singing me a belated birthday song! (:

2007-05-29T21:11:00.000+08:00

i have nothing to hide.
i am so tired. i hope for the days to pass quickly. i love my friends alot.

i went to chuhao's house yesterday. lol. by right, to study Taxation. hahaha. but we ended up playing the Monopoly he asked me to get from Popular. lol. the game is really not very fun when it is played between two players. best if there are like 3 or 4 players. hahaha. EXCITING! i lost when i played the first time with chuhao alone. then chuhao's girlfriend, yifang, came later. hee. and we played again. that was more fun. lol. really. i was making big bucks, with adequate properties, enough for me to earn money and at the same time, hold onto lots of liquid cash. lol. Monopoly is a nice game! yifang is a great girlfriend. i believe things will go just right for Mr. ChuHao this time.

hah. i had school today. school is still fun. although need to study, but it's still enjoyable. love the company of the class. love the rowdy yet adorable class. cost lecture was ok. lol. stupid LT73 stinks so much. haha. then came Business Law. had three quizes today. i'm happy that our group scored for one of the quiz. lol. our honourable crew consists of, Shannon, JunYuan, YiShan, ShuFang and myself. hee. Business Law can be rather interesting. just got to go read through all the definitions. i am scared of defining terms! lol.

had our lunch in Canteen 1. i think i dressed funny today. lol. dun feel good the whole day. feel like an aunty. hahaha. nevermind. nobody looks at carol. hee. Cost Accounting was great. managed to know how to do my tutorials already. Manufacturing Overhead 3 was the e-learning topic. hate having to go listen to auditory lectures. lol. i wont understand a bit. luckily our teacher went through slowly. and KharMeng was so nice to have presented his perfect answer as illustrations for us. hee.

after school we went over to study at Bishan Library. HANS. lol. keep talking arh HANS. never do work. haha. at first i wasnt concentrating myself. i didnt understand some parts of Business Law. so i borrowed HANS's notes. lol. read through and i still cant really get it. hahaha. then i realised HANS had printed out the additional questions for Cost Accounting. lol. so i did them. brush up on my Manufacturing Overhead 3. hee. so HANS was crapping all the way. lol. short concentration span. haha. studied enough, and i went to meet lydia. haha. talked somemore at the bus stop with HANS while waiting for lydia. when lydia reached, we went to eat. haha. lydia says HANS is a funny guy. lol. we talked about calculators while we were eating dinner. humourous lah. we mentioned about people hitting so hard on the calculators during accounting tests, calculators flying around after vigourous actions from their master, gigantic calculators with super big numbers, loud calculators which go beeping with every button pressed. lol. imagine seeing all these during your exam. FUNNY! invigilators walk around hearing the calculators being hit hard with the little fingers. hahhaa.

i have decided. decided to cut my hair. lol. should i change a new image? i think i look too much like an aunty now. haha. stupid hair, dull tops and boring bottoms. haha. look forward to shopping during the period of the Great Singapore Sale. i hope i can fish out good stuff! hee. i want to shop madly. want to swap my ATM card like nobody's business. lol.

our lives were entwined, but never joint. enjoy yourself with her. put in your 100 plus 1 % to winning her heart. actually, she loves you too. she is just a little girl who is not into relationship. her heart is with you. hope the best for both of you. dont feel sympathetic towards me already. i dont want and i dont need your or her sympathy.

thankyou everybody for being yourself! (:

2007-05-27T12:02:00.000+08:00

MASK.
i have a friend. i advise him to remove his masks. he is not a bad guy at all. he is a good friend. but he behaves differently. even i am scared. i noticed his two-faced-personality myself. then it was further proven when there's a clan against him. lol. he is scary when he changes his masks from a friendly guy to a creepy guy.
it's a scary thing to be wearing them. we all have masks. we know in ourselves that even we do wear masks. the friends around us who wears masks are scary. more terrifying when they can change their masks so easily, without feeling tight up. they switch masks, behave and say different things to different groups of friends. only your heart knows who you truly are.

haha. common tests are coming. i havent really studied lei. pretty worried about my Business Law. i went for volunteery work yesterday at Ngee Ann City Civic Plaza. lol. it's some funfair organised by Guang Ming Shan. haha. the day was fine. see how cute and innocent the kids are. i'm lucky to be with lydia, taking care of the games booth. later still got. haha. i like funfairs. pluspoint that it is held in town. lol. GREAT SINGAPORE SALE, girls! hahaha. i guess the sale isnt really hot yet. lol. must wait for a few more days or weeks. more shops will have discounts and discounts will go higher too. you'll see people snatching products. lol.

this week never go gym. i guess we are all tired after rushing out our Company Analysis reports and presentations for Interdisciplinary Skills modules. busy week. fortunately next week got lots of e-learning. we can stay home and study, rest and get ready for tests! goodluck everybody.

thankyou lydia darling to let me helpout in the funfair! (:

2007-05-21T23:39:00.000+08:00

why are there so many flyflys these few days?

not only are there flyflys. there are alot of ants too. flying ants. GIGANTIC flying ants. i should have taken a picture of it to show you their sizes. arghh. why do these insects exist? they look so scary. why do they have 6 legs? why do they look so awful? why do they like dirty places? why do they produce such irritating and scary sounds? wahhh. i hate insects. hate anything that will fly and hit me.

there was a flyfly in my bathroom this morning. lol. i wanted to scream so much. but i suppressed. at first i splattered water on the flyfly, hoping it will fly away. but it didn't! SIAN. lol. so i ignored it. i washed my hair without closing my eyes, trying to spot where the flyfly was. then i got really annoyed. haha. so i decided to aim my shower at the stupid flyfly. the flyfly dropped like 20cm down. haha. rose up again, then dropped again. whaha. i so happy it was suffering. but it flew towards me. ARHH. lol. it flew nearer and nearer to me when i showered it with water. ahaha. made things worse. so stupid. hate flies leh. go and die lah. lol.

i had my last lesson for psychology class today! wee. haha. very nice class leh. i love Henry Tio. he's our teacher. i hope our specially-made-slide surprised him. haha. there was a special slide for him. haha. hmm. dun talk about powerpoints anymore. i have been listening so much to powerpoint slides from someone these two days. can die leh. lol. mm. so i had fun today in class. haha. blew balloons the first thing we went into class. haha. ahTio brought balloons for us. lol. so colourful, so cute! took pictures at the end of the class with those colourful balloons. wahh. the peeps all rubbed their balloons over my head and made my hair so messy. lol. i think i look like i had wirey hair in the pictures. hahaha. but it's ok. as long as we all have fun! hee. we all went at different time after class. didn't have any chance to say goodbye to dingren and augustine. lol. 6weeks passed so quickly. the shortest IS i had. haha. next term is another new IS. hee. hope i can wake up early at 6 for the 8am class!

lalala. i ate dinner outside! ate the claypot rice that i ate with yongshun and bin together last time at AMkhub. lol. very nice leii. should go eat more. hahaha. i am hoping that nothing is a dream. i am hoping that all will turn out fine again. i want to believe it was really a vacation. i hope i am really loved by you. YAY.

thankyou henrytio for making psychology classes so memorable! (:

2007-05-19T23:40:00.000+08:00

heyyy. i went east cost today. lol. TIRED!
i woke up at 820am this morning. hahaha. left the house at 930am when i am supposed to meet lydia kenneth and my brother. hee. sorry i was late! but my brother was even later larhh. i walked to the MRT station and reached by 940am. my brother reached at 10! hahaha. forever late de. but nevermind. so we went over to east coast, taking 76. lol. the bus was freaking warm. like a sauna larhh. the aircon was blowing out hot air. hahaha. i think the bus can rise up from the ground soon.

so we reached east coast! and cycled. lol. kenneth and bro took roller blades. and very-not-gentleman-brother asked me to carry his bag. dumped his bag on my basket. i was carrying my own bag leii. lol. i think i lousy at cycling or maybe because i already strained my muscles the previous day at the gym. i can't cycle properly! hahah. wobble wobble at some places. hahah. so pathetic. but i didn't fall. haha. overall very fun lah.

then i went out at night. sorted some things out. everything feels like a dream. i dunno what to say. i only have two words in my mind for the entire night - WORRIED and UNCERTAINED. hmm. i want to be assured and secured of my status leii.

haha. look at the pictures i posted. i find them really nice and cool. and i used some for my Psychology of Creativity class's presentation. whahaha. SO SUPER NICE!

thankyou photographers for all these nice pictures! (:

2007-05-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

faster blog before my cousin comes and steal my laptop from me. haha.

went to the gym today. sounds funny? lol. shufang peishan jingting and me. yay. burn some calories! i must slim down. slim slim slim slim slim. lol. the gym is next to the Video and Games room, which is next to HALOBAR, which is next to the Alumni Galileo Cafe. hahaha. clubhouse quite big arhh. that gym is much better than the gym near canteen 2. haha. i like i like. no much people go there. so we can play all we want. hahaha. and HOR, the toilet very nice! so high-class. like some restrooms in those country clubs, or hotel. lol. so shuang. it felt nice bathing there. lol. like some rich taitai. haha. the 4 of us giggled and laughed so loudly. haha. like 4 crazy girls. so fun! i love going there. hee. must go there every week to exercise. feel pampered cleaning ourselves up in that nice environment. lol.

lalala. haha. after bathing, we received msg from bin that FIT tutorial class was cancelled. lol. we grumbled. lol. then went over to library to eat cupnoodles! hahaha. intend to do FIT tutorial as well as project. next week need hand in already lehhh. haha. our company is PA GAO LIAO Pte Ltd. lol. very funny. after doing FIT project, it's another project - Psychology of Creativity. haha. but didnt really do much. lol. funny lah. augustine like very happy like that. a little kidd. haha. i saw raymond at the underpass. hahaha. he was wearing our 4e7 class teeshirt as well! coincidence yeah. hahaha. i was wearing it for gym earlier. very big arh my jersey. over-sized. lol. i must have been super fat last time. hahaha.

i slept on the bus back again. haha. yay. i think i am liking my lazy life. lol. like that more normal. to be sleeping on bus trips instead of staring out, dazing and thinking of whatever nonsense. lol. lydiaa is coming to my house now! hahaha. tmr go east coast cycle. wahsehhhh. abit no energy for me already. haha. nevermind! like that burn even more fats. lol.

thankyou aunty for allowing us to use the gym! (:

2007-05-17T15:35:00.000+08:00

haha. yay. harloe!
ohyah. is it ok if this blog remains un-linked? lol.
my new blog for my new life. i love my life now. haha. yay. i am in the lecture hall now. lol. i must make good use of the last 8 minutes i have on jingting's laptop. lol. faster post now. i post again tonight! hahaha.

continued.
lol. it's 6pm. i just reached home. i slept on the bus home. haha. i rushed for tuition, but my tutee called again to cancel the date with me. lol. it's posponed again. commencing after his June holidays. haha. yay. mm. my lesson started at 9 this morning. lol. my laptop was brought to good usage today. hahaha. we went to eat at pizzahut during the 2hr break! the service at pizzahut bukit timah plaza really arhh. no good. haha. they so bad de. but nevermind. we enjoyed ourselves cracking jokes and taking pictures. lol. hope bin post them up soon.

it was bright and sunny when we went over to pizzahut. the sky however, was dark when we left bukit timah plaza. haha. very shortly, it rained! haha. thundered. the lightnings and thunders were like so near. i am afraid of thunders. lol. so we ran back. it isn't a very long way back actually. but in the rain, it seemed really far. haha. i ran. but walked after only awhile. hahah. so weakkk. my tiny laptop dragged me. need to go exercise lerrr. haha. i am getting fatter i think. lol. so i was wet. but not utterly. hee. lucky there was still some time before our next lecture. can dry ourselves first. if not sure catch cold. hope nobody gets sick after running in the rain.

ifa lecture. i didn't really pay attention until the end of the lecture lehh. feel so guilty for not paying attention. was playing with jingting and yongshun's laptop. lol. it was really fun todayyy. i just realised my happiest moments are usually spent with my friends. haha. i love my singlehood life now. love my friends. great.

thankyou bin for the jacket today! (:

2007-05-16T15:16:00.001+08:00

HARLOE.